TY so much! People work so hard for “peak experiences” when it’s all just hiding in plain sight. It’s understandable, though. Our current cultures generally operate under the illusion that things are not alive, that even we ourselves live in an illusion of awareness merely created by brain activity.
Of course, these things are not true. My answer is not to return to non-scientific concepts, but to keep advancing the science, lol, until we have the cosmology and mathematics to demonstrate that people like me are not nuts.